justrun-.

really happy for the girls team (: been an amazing (in a whole lot of ways) 6 (?) months training with the hc xctry team... and so this is the last of the last "national inter school cross country" races. haha. sec1-j2. 6 years. from macritchie, to sentosa, to turf and now to botanics. interesting. now i can say i have a "complete" set of memories i suppose.

i have the most wonderful classmates. like seriouslyyy.... roar.

my stomach feels weird and i'm burping dinner. my legs feel quite sore (die i didnt warm down today) and my head is feeling airy and i haven't done my homework.

the people i most want to talk to have been uncontactable for months. sigh :"(

so much i wish i could let out but there are some things that normal sane people wouldn't talk about... and each time i try to let off steam i end up sounding like a looney (which i could very possibly be)

KJFDSKLJALKJSJHWERUADJKAFKSFWIOERUIJFSD sigh. this is really .. testing my beliefs.

i feel a granuloma growing on my finger. it's gross and i don't want to go for minor surgery at silver cross again. the doctor is sinister and i can imagine his scary sadistic smile when he sees my wound. granuloma please go away.

this freedom doesn't feel as good as i'd imagined it to. maybe that's cos i never expected myself to allow things to end this way.

i'm rambling. i HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK but i need some spaceeeeeee to unwind and destress and sigh.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:14]

and took [20080423] strides

it's the passion that drives you